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The Darker Side of Me

~bj~

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ok so maybe that isnt a picture of me, but when I close my eyes, I swear that IS my body!!

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7 June

a strand in time

 
 
I havent been here in such a long time.
It feels weird.
But I felt compelled to write
 I am sitting here ,
its @ midnight,
the windows are open
as  a soft warm summer breeze glides across my face.
 There are so many things going on right now
People I care about
Fighting for their life
or rather maybe fighting for peace to breathe  it's final breath
Another scared of what the future may hold for her
and those she loves
 she has lost
what society has
over the years
used to define
the femininity of a woman
lost it to that ugly disease
which which has penetrated
her body
and her life
and the lives of those who
know , love and respect her
but she must continue the battle
scared and scarred
funny how one letter can change
everything
 
How one moment in time can change everything
everything you care about
everything you belive in
and everything 
you cant let go of
 
Another close to my heart struggling to find his way
unsure of himself
and what he has to offer
Why didn't I make him stronger
more self assured
But could I have?
We all must find our own way
stumbling, making mistakes unsure
of who we are
and what we are meant to be
everyone has their own opinion
mothers, fathers, grandparents
aunts and uncles
but ultimely
one must stand on his own
decide what he was intended for
and make the difference
touch the lives
be the person
he was meant to be
 
12 November

a little bit of this~ a little bit of that

 
 
          
 
                                            
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                  
                                         
        
 
                                                                                       
                                   
                 
               

~break free~

           
 
 
 
                                  
25 August

omg is it really over??

Wow
Last blog I wrote was the beginning of summer
actually it wasn't even summer yet
Now
It's about over
My son Steve is back at college 
Joey and Jax start back to school Monday
Where did the summer go?
A few changes around the homestead the last few weeks
As I mentioned before , Steve
has gone back to college
but
Phil , my oldest son,
has moved back home
revolving door of life
a few birthdays this summer
My Dad turned 80!!
Steve turned 19
Phil turned 23
( I was 10 when I had him :) )
and Jax
The youngest of the brood
and the only girl
turned sweet 16
(3 of my four kids have summer BD'S)
Didn't take a "real" vacation this summer
unexpected financial crap
but we still managed to have a pretty good summer
Hope you all had a great summer
and thanks to those
who still peeked in on me
Check out the pictures of our summer
 
 
13 May

what's mine is his

 A few weeks ago I am sitting at my dinning room table when I hear this commotion  at the back door.
 I holler out "JOey" ( who is my 17 year old son) " what are you doing?"
to which I get the reply "
We are moving Nicks drums down the basement, the band is going to start practicing here"
hmmm ok so a " hey mom can our band start practicing here"
would have been really nice,
not to mention respectful.
But we are dealing with a 17 year old
who thinks whats mine is his.
Needless to say the windows and even the floor has been rattling  ever since.
The upside is,
 I am sure it is pissing off some of my neighbors,
esp when the weather is nice and I open my windows.
but hey paybacks are
  HELL.
 Besides, as much as it drives me insane at times,
 and it was done WITHOUT asking,
I would rather have them them practice here where I can keep an eye on them.
 Esp given the fact that JOey tends to gravitate towards trouble.
( we have to go to court again in a few weeks, but that another story)
BUt then he goes and does something very sweet
for me
on Mothers Day
A beautiful red glass rose
with a card!
And
spent time with me
AND a card for his grandmother
and his grandfather
( it was his birthday)
kids......
anyways back to the music
 
It's not my type of music
 ( they play mostly punk)
  but damn joe can sure play that guitar.
here are a few pics my brother took at their last "gig"